Noticing my life

When I look at you

I see the world through you eyes

        So fresh, so new

        Every little detail

My eyes open

I smell the smell of your hair

And my heart opens up

I hear your cry at night

        And then ... the silence

Every time I hold you in my arms

        In the dark

I am here and now

Even if sometimes

        I still think about what's next

        And I play in my mind

        the scenario of what I have to do next

        Answering emails, ironing your clothes and watering the plants

But I'm still here with you

        Noticing my life