I thought I won't look back


I know now for sure that I will be leaving Beijing soon. I always thought I will leave this place without looking back, without even blinking. Yet, I feel sad. Sad to leave all the lovely people I met here. And all the memories. I feel so nostalgic already when I look at this room where my daughter started to crawl, this table where we celebrated her 5 months birthday, her 8 months birthday, this window I stared at so many times, looking outside, hoping we can go out.

The first year of her life will always be linked to this place. Despite the hard times, we shared so many beautiful moments.

I believe people can bring a soul to a place. She brought her beautiful energy in here and the walls resonated with her laughter.

Just because of that, this place will always be sacred in my heart.